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[Thursday | 3/3 | 6:02pm] |
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hello there. so i guess i lied when i said i was going to do better about updating. hmm well nothing new is going on.last night i went out to dinner with my parents, sarah and robert. funfun. everything with them is going well. nothing really new with me. today at school it was "formal" or "dress for sucess" day. and i dressed up like a dork. haha but it was fun. the one day out of the year i could or i mean would wear a dress. but my feet are killing me from the shoes.
my social life is going good i guess. ive been hanging out with kim. less drama and more fun. haha. hmm...and tomorrow or saturday im going to weight watchers so we will see if all of my salad eating, exercise tape doing is paying off at all. tonight im going with jordan and morgan to this vendures thing. all i know that there is a lot of cool stuff there and food. sort of like the things my momdoes with the backery shows. all these different companies come in and try to sell their products to retailors or something of the sort.
hmm...you ever wish you were someone else in the sense so you could get more out of life? hmm i dont know its one of those things that you wonder but its hard to put it into the words so that it means what your wondering...
well now im just babbbling. well im going to go for now.
i would just like thank erica for redoing my journal to make it look pretty. haha.
whoa. i almost forgot to write about when i went to ny. well i went with kim and our church to harlem. haha. it was fun, the whole four hour drive. we went to a survice and stayed the night in this huge cathedral. it was sooo cool. but of course that night i got sick and all saturday while we were touring the city i was sick. yuck. but we went to central park, saw trump tower,mtv, went to virgin records and soo many other places. however my group left me in a cathedral and if it wasnt for the inventions of cell phones, no one would have noticed i was gone. haha. but it was all good. we ate at the hard rock cafe which was okay but i didnt really eat anything. hmm...then we stayed the night in a host church which thank goodness they had a couch which kim and i slept on. they thenext morning we went to another service then headed home. i still felt icky. i took loads of pictures and met so many cool people: kim, kassia, danny, rich, sean, seth, and others. haha. ourr van.
but any way...yeah it was cool. i would go back when it was warmer. since i didnt bring a coat. dumbdumb. hah. well i think im going to go now since jordan is suppose to be here soon.
<333mell
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[Wednesday | 2/9 | 8:58am] |
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heyy! whats up? well its been forever since the last time i updated but i promise this time i will do better. life has just been hetic lately so i didnt make the effort to update. goodness i have so much to write. well lets see where to start...
sarah and robert are coming over tonight. i dont know how things will go because of what happened last weekend. but maybe i can escape the tension and go to mr. wilde lake with erica or kim?!
speaking of kim i am thinking about joining her church. as weird as its sounds from someone who hasnt gone to church in about five or six years but i dont know. i went with her on sunday for sunday school and the big service and i liked it. everyone there is really nice as well. then last night they had this pankcake dinner which was really fun but i didnt know that making pancakes for 3 hours could be so tiring. haha. and for lint im giving up sweets/junk food, increasing how often i do my exercises, and read more since its something i like to do but never get around to.
hmm...speaking of eating right and exercising, weight watchers is going well. im still in the same place. haven't really lost or gained much. which makes me mad because i've been improving on what i eat and getting to the gym but the scale does not agree. but oh well.
things with everyone is good. drama has calmed down a bit (finally...for now) and im expanding who i hang out with now. so yepp.
well ill write more later but the bell is going to ring in about five minutes so yeah.
<3mell
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[Monday | 12/27 | 8:29am] |
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Good morning.
It's Erica, updating for Melissa again, since she's lacking the updating.
So last night Melissa went to the mall, & got AE Jeans, as did I. The End.
&hearts ,
Erica
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[Sunday | 12/12 | 6:47pm] |
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oops. i let time get the best of me and forgot to update my journal! well not all that much has been going on with me. austin dumped me on thursday:-(...tear tear and i was starting to get over it when he told me last night that he still had feelings for me...what?! hmm okay. well i guess we will see where that goes...but any way at weight watchers i did very very good. i lost 4.6 pounds in two weeks. yay. go me. now im only 8.2 away from my goal weight. ouu im so excited!
then on friday i started moving all of my stuff into my sister's room. very very cool. and later morgan came over and helped me go through all of my junk. goodness i didnt realize that i kept everything that came my way. lol. so we hung out for a bit & called austin and talked to him on the phone.
then on saturday i hung out with erica since i never get to see her any more:-(! but when ever we do get together we have the best times. lol. so erica and i hung out at my house for awhile then decided that there was nothing better to do but go to the gym and work out. then after the gym erica had to leave. i went home and took a shower then i called morgan up and we headed off to the mall.
after the mall i went back to morgans house and hung out there for awhile. we listened to music. then i went home. went through some more of my junk while talking to austin on the phone. then tried to fall asleep but couldnt until 330ish. ugh. then my dad came in and turned off my radio because i guess it was too loud or something but tim scared my half to death. this dark figure coming into my room at 330 in the morning to turn off my radio in the dark. wow talk about scary.
but any way....
okay then today i spent the whole day organzing my room and finished my english paper. funfun:-)
well im going to go...
survivor final is on tonightttt!
<3
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[Monday | 12/6 | 9:28pm] |
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today was good for the most part. went to school. it was like any other monday. came home. went to the library with april, patrick, jordan, ryan, morgan, austin and david. did some homework. came home. ate dinner. finished up my homework. talked to people on the phone and now here i am undating my journal.
well its offical. austin and i go out. but yet im a bit unhappy. one reason is that i have to tell david that i picked austin over him and i feel horrible about it:-( i cant help but question if i picked the right person but who knows? i guess we will see now wont we? and also someone else close to me likes austin as well, but yet i didnt think of her feelings? so now i feel really disgusting...and bad about it but yeah...enough of the depressing stuff...
on a lighter note....woot*woot my sister is offically moved out and im moving into her room this week/end!yay! im excited but not to go through all of my junk. lol.
well any way...i think im going to go. brenda has to use the computer.
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[Sunday | 12/5 | 6:34pm] |
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have you ever felt as if you have messed up with not all, but most of your friends?
hmm...?
just a thought:-/
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[Sunday | 12/5 | 9:18am] |
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heyy! wow yesterday was so much fun! i mean i didnt know that there were so many different kinds of trees? i mean they all looked the same to me? lol. but afterwards we got hot chocolate and headed back to laura's house, where we just hung out for the night. didn't do too much though because we were both really tired, but we played a good round of mario party5 and this skateboarding game. of course i lost to both games. but any way...then headed home arond 1030 where i talked on the phone with austin all night. ate dinner and attempted to watch spiderman2 but was too tired and went up to bed.
now today im going to the gym with morgan ad austin. funfun. ill update later on the details of the gym because something very important or i guess you can't say important but umm...something exciting i guess is going to happen at the gym so yeah ill write about it later.
have you ever thought that you've changed since middle school? and im sure we all have but have you ever thought that your changing for the bad? hm....its just something ive been thinking about.
and oh yes...on a happier note...i only have ten more pounds to lose on weight watchers! yay! so i need you guys to help support me:-)
well im off to go get ready for the gym.
and oh yes my cell works now since my sister brought the charger so please feel free to call moi:-)
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